Frustrated or Not

I went out today, as fast as I can, as I snapped. I don't feel physically tired but something tells me I am tired. I just can figure it out. Do I just lack sleep or my heart and drive are failing? That I am failing them?

I have been trying to reach them since Monday or yesterday but I just really can't. Patience, my dear, they said but for someone who is losing every second of time, I can no longer chill. 

I've been misinterpreted, I guess. But it has happened for so many times so maybe, I'd just let it pass.

I am slowly getting tired, I am slowly feeling that I don't want to do this anymore. But I still have to.